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Another chapter in a book we call life

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Last updated 2008-09-24 14:21:38

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LJ User No.: 2598750

Joined: 2004-03-23

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Basic Info

Name:	Nadine
Birthdate:	1983-09-08
Location:	Duisburg, Germany
Website:	Layout Archive

Schools:

Krupp Gymnasium - Duisburg, Nordrhein-Westfalen, Germany (1993 - 2000)
Friedrich-Albert-Lange Berufskolleg - Duisburg, Nordrhein-Westfalen, Germany (2000 - 2003)

Bio


About me: I’d say I’m just me and I’m a walking contradiction. One minute I’m the life of a party and the next I’m the shyest person you’ll ever meet. I say what’s on my mind and the next moment I’m quiet. While I want to be surrounded by people one minute, I want nothing more than to crawl up in a corner in my room and be alone the next. I can be childish and then switch to a serious conversation within seconds. I might be the weirdest one out of my friends, but they always come to me for advice. I act and pretend a lot when I want to hide how I really feel. I let way to many things get to me, bottle everything up and then explode. People don’t always get me. I have a pretty dark humour. When going to concerts I can always be found in the mosh pit as the only girl. Most people would say I’m very self confident when all this is just an act. I listen to music where the singer is screaming his lungs out and then put a classical CD into the player right afterwards. I am a night owl and could spend ages walking around in the empty streets in a full moon night. There’s nothing more beautiful than a dark and stormy night, the smell in the air right after it rained always makes me smile. I’m saying one thing and will do the complete opposite of what I said. Being cuddled up on the couch with just candles lighting the room, a hot tea, some quiet classical music playing in the background and then reading a good book gets me just as exited as going to a festival with no real showers, loads of unhealthy food, knee high mud, extremely loud music and nothing to worry about than which band to see next. I can be a real bitch when I want to and am not ashamed to then say what I really think without holding back or biting my tongue. I love tongue in cheek comments. Most of the time I know the right things to say, but can never find the right words for to say what I mean. I can be very poetic and philosophical one moment and then say the most stupid thing ever. I love acting like someone completely different and dressing up just to confuse people. One day I couldn’t care less about what people think or say about me when the next day just one negative comment about something really extraneous can get me close to tears. The things I love most are my friends and music, a huge hobby of mine is psychology. I’m living for the day when five minutes later I’m lost in thoughts of yesterday. I made a lot of mistakes, but barely regret anything. I curse my past when the next moment I say how it made me who I am today. I can ramble on about everything and nothing at the same time for ages and then don’t know what to say anymore the next second. I am pessimistic, but a daydreamer. I am realistic, but always fantasising. I am a bad girl with a good heart. Likes and disklikes: + music - homophobia + concerts - intolerance + reading - prejudices + writing - fake people + festivals - having to do things I don’t want to do + piercings - sold out concerts + tattoos - bad sound at shows + friends - failing + family - try-hards and wannabes + cars + instruments + vinyl + belts + belt buckles + shoes + bags + movies + designing + drawing + art + psychology Links: VoiceOfRock.de \| Writing Journal \| Graphic Journal \| MySpace \| Call of Charon \| MySpace VoiceOfRock.de	F a v o r i t e . . . ...music alternative classical crossover emo emocore deathcore hardcore hardrock metal punk rock screamo ...books Shakespeare Michael Moore Dean Koontz Stephen King Oscar Wilde Charles Dickens Edgar Allan Poe Cecelia Ahern John Irving Nicholas Sparks ...tv-shows Bones CSI (all of them) Criminal Minds Criminal Intent Law And Order The Simpsons South Park MTV Scarred Room 401 ...movies horror comedy science fiction drama ...stuff This journal is "Friends Only" for a reason, so I won't just add anyone. But feel free to add and comment anyway. Rules for adding: + Comment to be added. Don't just add me and expect me to see it right away. Oh, and it would be nice to know where you found my journal or from which site we know each other. + I only update whenever I feel like it. That might be a few entries a day or weeks without a single one. Deal with it. + Don't judge me just on what you read here. If you want to get the full picture of me, talk to me somewhere other than LJ. + Don't bash what I write in here. It's either my my opinion or my feelings you are reading. + Let me know every once in a while that you're still reading. I might do the odd friends cut every now and then, so absolutely no signs of life=no reading any further.
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